im feeling so down.
apparently the college im supposed to
start this fall..

I don't have the tuition completely covered.
It sucks sooo much
because my heart is set on going there.

And all the loan places that ive tried to get
can't give me a loan because I need a co-signer
which I don't have.

Some people are just so fortunate and blessed
to have their parents pay for their schooling..
and everything..

But ive been paying for college myself for the past
2 years and it just seems to get more and more expensive
and I don't know how I'm doing it.

God always provides. I know that with all of my heart..
but when people doubt me all the time..
it hurts and it stirs up confusion...

I know He'll provide.
He always makes a way.

How is it that God loves me so much
that he has blessed me with soooooo
many people who care about me?
I can't even name all the people who
have greeted me on my birthday today..
it overwhelmed me that i actually cried
outta joy.

God is definitely good and He cares
enough to put people into my life who
will not leave my side.

THANK YOU GOD FOR MAKING THIS
BIrTHDAY amazing...